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An aspiring tennis player in her 20’s returns from her tournament only to realise that the world is fighting a pandemic. A lockdown that started as a 21-day thing changes the next two years of her life. Caged within the four walls, she decides to pursue a career completely different from a sportsperson. Observing the world adapt to the unexpected changes, she starts writing diary entries. Reconnecting with old friends, learning new things, and exploring her new self, she keeps herself busy. But with the celebration of the new year, a new variant emerges, and she is left thinking if it is the new normal. Will she ever get to play tournaments again? Will her life be back to normal?

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About the Book

An aspiring tennis player in her 20’s returns from her tournament only to realise that the world is fighting a pandemic. A lockdown that started as a 21-day thing changes the next two years of her life. Caged within the four walls, she decides to pursue a career completely different from a sportsperson. Observing the world adapt to the unexpected changes, she starts writing diary entries. Reconnecting with old friends, learning new things, and exploring her new self, she keeps herself busy. But with the celebration of the new year, a new variant emerges, and she is left thinking if it is the new normal. Will she ever get to play tournaments again? Will her life be back to normal?

Book details

100% OriginalGenuine copy from Inkfeathers Publishing
Format
Digital book
Publisher
Inkfeathers Publishing
ISBN-13
9789390882311
Pages
207
Reading time
~7 hrs
Age
18+
Country of origin
IN
Language
English

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S Sarvani P
Reviewed on 21 January 2023

I wish you were not here by Deepshikha Saw A fictional book that revolves around a young aspiring tennis player Shivangi. COVID has brought drastic changes in each and everyone’s life, it made us shattered, stronger, weaker, and even challenged in many ways. Shivangi is a fast learner, fitness freak, over thinker and a honest girl with wonderful writing skills. After returning from the tournament she found out to be quarantined in home due to COVID. Due to lockdown and viral outbreak there were no other games and she must stay caged in her house. As the days pass her transition from a naughty girl to a matured writer has been described beautifully by the author. The whole book takes us a tour about the various events like connecting with family, friends, within ourselves and mental health during the outbreak It feels like its our own story that’s described by the author The language is so simple and beginner friendly. Brownie points: A book that felt like regular conversation between friends and family A unique book that instantly connected with me

I Wish You Were Not Here opens at the precise moment a generation's plans collapsed: an aspiring tennis player in her twenties returns from a tournament in early 2020 only to find India entering a 21-day lockdown that stretches into two years. What begins as a pause becomes a forced reckoning. Confined indoors, she watches her athletic career slip away. She chooses a wholly different path, documenting the shift in diary entries that capture not just personal loss but the strange, slow adaptation of a country learning to live behind closed doors.

The novel tracks her daily routines — reconnecting with old friends online, learning new skills, observing how neighbours and strangers cope — without sentimentality or grand epiphany. It is a portrait of reinvention under constraint, written in the voice of someone who did not choose transformation but had to live it anyway. For readers who lived through those years, it offers recognition; for those studying that moment, it offers intimacy.

What kind of reading experience does I Wish You Were Not Here offer?

This book feels like reading someone's private journal during a time you also lived through. The pace is slow and observational, not dramatic — days blur, routines repeat, small decisions carry weight. It rewards readers who appreciate quiet introspection over plot twists, and who find meaning in the mundane details of how people cope when life stops moving forward. The tone is honest, sometimes lonely, occasionally hopeful, but never preachy.

Who is this book, I Wish You Were Not Here, best suited for, and what does it expect of its reader?

  • Readers in their 20s and 30s who lived through the 2020-21 lockdowns and want to see their experience reflected.
  • Those interested in how sudden loss of career or identity forces reinvention
  • People who enjoy diary-style narratives and character-driven contemporary fiction
  • Readers comfortable with minimal plot structure and more focus on internal change and daily observation

What is the cultural significance of this pandemic lockdown story to Indian readers today?

The 2020 lockdowns in India were among the world's strictest, displacing millions and altering every aspect of daily life. For young professionals and athletes, it meant watching carefully built careers vanish overnight. This book documents that rupture — not as history but as lived confusion. It preserves the texture of uncertainty that defined those months, making it a cultural record of how one generation's coming of age was interrupted and rerouted.

What makes this author's treatment of the pandemic story distinctive?

Instead of focusing on healthcare workers, essential services, or dramatic illness, this novel centres on the inner life of someone whose loss was quiet but total — the end of an athletic dream with no closure, no final match. The diary format avoids retrospective polish; entries capture real-time confusion, boredom, and the small rebellions of learning something new when the future is unclear. It resists making the pandemic a backdrop for romance or thriller plotting.

What does this book leave the reader with emotionally and intellectually after finishing it?

You finish with a sharper sense of how identity is built and rebuilt — not through grand gestures but through the accumulation of small choices made under constraint. Emotionally, it offers validation for anyone who felt stuck or directionless during those years. Intellectually, it raises questions about what we owe our younger selves when circumstances force us to abandon who we planned to become, and whether resilience is really a choice or just what survives.

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